For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Halloween a week early

Our neighbors down the street decided to hold a Halloween party for the kids. This year Kaylie dressed up as a butterfly. Her costume was perfect for her. I did not want something that would be too over the top for her in fears that she would not be able to move. This worked out perfectly. Her outfit also had antennas with it but they did not sit right so I went ahead and made my own. Personally, I think mine are better!








More, More, More

Lately, daycare, Jason, and I have been working with Kaylie on a few signs. We have focused on a few in hopes of helping her communicate. The first sign she has learned is "more". At first she did it without any clue as to its meaning. Now you know she gets it. On Friday, I was talking with her teacher about what food she was out of. When I asked if she needed more yogurt melts (Kaylie's all time favorite food) Kaylie dropped her toy and started doing the sign for more. Awesome! The pictures below would be another signal that she understands this sign. Even though this container is as big as she is she feels the need to carry it over to us. Once it gets too heavy she proceeds to put it down and skate with it across the living room until she can see us to show us the sign for "more". It is the funniest thing. I am pretty sure the crackers were somewhat heavy for her because she grunted the entire time she walked with them.

Trouble and Shoes

Kaylie has discovered the kitchen drawers. These are her two favorite. Since they are what we consider "safe" drawers we let her go to town. The good thing is she takes things out and then proceeds to put them right back in. We have trained her well. The last picture is of her new shoes. You would not believe how hard it is to find a good pair of walking shoes for a toddler in a size 3. Most of the shoes for walkers start in a 4. I know it is silly to take a picture of them but they are too stinkin cute not too!




Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Dr Anxiety

After all the many doctors appt. Kaylie has had to go to she has developed doctor anxiety. No matter what she goes for she will start screaming the minute she walks in the exam room. It gets worse when the doctor walks in. I can't blame her.

Today was the first of 6 RSV shots. This year she has to get one in each leg because of her weight. Unfortunately, her weight has gone done. We are now at 16 lbs. 5.5 oz. =(

Happy note...Over the weekend Kaylie was playing on the far end of the game room. I walked in and asked her if she wanted to take a bath. I told her to come and she stood up and walked across the room, down the hallway, and into the bathroom on her own. Awesome! Her ability to respond to simple commands has been slow so this almost brought tears to my eyes. The other thing she responded too was when I asked her if she wanted her diaper changed before a bath motioning for her to come to me. She turned around from the tub, walked over, and sat down. Woo Hoo! Every time she follows a new command I can't help but beam with pride for the things she has accomplished.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Birthday Bash

This past weekend was super busy. With two birthdays to celebrate we had my family up for the weekend. On Saturday we celebrated Eli's birthday and on Sunday we celebrated Michaels. We had a blast. We even made time to take a trip to Babes for some absolutely delicious comfort food. Yum! If you have not been we highly recommend it. Here are a few pictures from this weekend. The ones toward the end are from the Big Orange Pumpkin Patch in Celina. We went last year but Kaylie was to little to actually enjoy it. This time she did great. She wanted to get up as close as she could to the animals. It wasn't until she put her mouth on the fence that I decided it was time for her to look from far away.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

You can't make me!

Kaylie is in the tantrum phase of life. They do not happen all the time but lately they seem to be happening a little bit more than usual. Her tantrums are usually over silly things like mommy's keys, mommy putting her down on the floor, and/or being told "no". She is easily distracted so usually her tantrums are short. If distraction does not work she will stop because she does not like being ignored. This is a quality she got from her mother. Today her tantrum was over keys. ECI was here and we were trying to get her to do the sign for more. Apparently, this was not in her agenda because she threw herself on the ground and started to cry. When she tantrums she does this cry that you can't hear. After a few seconds of getting her lungs ready she lets it go in a full out scream. She throws her head to the carpet and puts all her energy into it. Needless to say she put everything she had into it because the next thing I know she started to turn blue. She held her breath for so long she actually rolled to the ground and looked like she was on the verge of passing out. Once she started breathing again she came over to me whimpering and rolled onto me like she was about to faint again. Weak I patted her and tried to get her to breathe with a regular pattern. My first thought was inhaler. After I gave it she perked up and was back to normal. I quickly called the doctor. Believe it or not when I told them what happened the nurse chuckled and said that they get these calls quit often. Apparently, my baby is considered a "breath holding tantrum baby". Great...Just what I need. She said it doesn't seem like it could be normal but it is. She told me not to be scared if at times she actually passes out. Huh?!? She told me next time she starts to turn blue I need to blow in her face really hard to scare her and make her breathe. I do not think that will be a problem.

MRI results came back today and everything is fine. They told me her brain looks beautiful. Thank you heavenly father for that. For now we are going to continue to try and get her to eat and gain weight. We are also taking her in to get her immunoglobin levels checked. This will help us figure out if she is lacking in the necessary antibodies she needs to fight infection. We were supposed to do this a few weeks ago but that was the day we had a bad experience trying to draw her blood. I have spoken with another lab corp located next to a hospital and they seem to be confident in drawing babies blood. Jason will be taking her in the morning.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

New Trick



Yet again Kaylie is taking lessons from her boyfriend Fletcher. A day after Jolie told me Fletcher figured out how to get up on the couch by himself little miss decides to do it as well. She was so proud after the first time she kept doing it.

Today Kaylie had an MRI of her brain done. With the reflux getting worse she has started throwing up again at night so the doctor wanted to make sure that she did not have anything abnormal on her brain. We are not concerned about these results at all. We know that no matter what she is fine and this may help rule out things that we might try in the future. If for some reason their is something it will help us know if we can treat the underlying cause to her feeding issues and illnesses or if this is something we are going to have to find ways to work around. Either way we are ok with it. We should know the results sometime Friday. The wait is always the worst part.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Read All About It!

Kaylies new favorite thing is to get the newspaper. She gets so excited. Once she picks it up she tries to take it back to the house. The only problem is that the paper is alomst as big as she is. This helps put how small she is into prospective.





Busy, Busy, Busy

We had a great weekend full of fun and relaxation. On Friday, Kaylie had a sleepover with Fletcher while Blake and Jolie enjoyed a night on the town. We feel so blessed that we can do this for each other. Happy birthday Jolie!





The next day we were blessed with the company of Jason's cousin and his wife Deanna. Russ had been in Iraq for over a year and has not had a chance to see Kaylie since we told them we were pregnant (Decemberish of 2006) so this was definitely a treat. At first Kaylie was incredibly shy and refused to go over to them. By the end of the night Kaylie was standing next to Russ waiting for him to pick her up so she could sit in his lap. She would not leave him alone. It was adorable!






As we were watching football Kaylie decided to play with Shiner's bowl. This has never been a problem before but for some reason this time he decided to play back. He picked his bowl up with his teeth and carried it away. Jason and I could not believe it He has never done this before.


Before Russ and Deanna left Kaylie decided to show them her new talent of blowing kisses. She made sure to kiss everyone and then give it to them by putting her hand on your face. It wasn't until this afternoon when she did it again that I realized she was giving me the kiss. The bad thing is that when she puts her hand on her mouth she tends to lick it. Just FYI in case she gives you one!


To end our weekend we had lunch at Mattito's on the porch. Overall, what a great weekend. As you can tell Kaylie is getting good at holding her own bottle. Now she will just lay against us while she eats.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

The Big 100

That's right. This is my 100th blog. Apparently, I have a lot more to say than I thought.

In celebration of this momentous occasion I must take the opportunity to brag on my little one. In less than a week she has gained 2 oz. shy of a pound making her a whooping 16lbs 9oz. The doctor and I were in shock. I figured she had gained some weight but almost a pound?!? I couldn't believe it. Hopefully, this is the end of a vicious cycle. He told me this was a good thing because if she had not gained adequate weight this time around he was planning on putting her back on a feeding tube. I think she responds well to these threats. She always seems to come through at the last minute. Thanks for every ones thoughts and prayers. They definitely helped.

Kaylie started in the young toddler 1 room at daycare on Monday. She acts like she has been there for months. She slept perfectly on her little cot on day one and loves going out for recess. They told me she enjoys going over to the little house and playing in it. She sits at a table with little bitty chairs and enjoys circle time. I thought she would try to run around the room during this but according to the others she sits and listens. They even have her doing craft projects that she is actually doing her self. Before I did not keep anything because I know she did not do it but now I have some beautiful refrigerator art. I love my speckled dog. It is true art.

In celebration of this weight gain I treated myself by finally pulling the tags off her 6 to 9 month clothes and washing them. I can't wait to see her in her new attire.













Monday, October 6, 2008

Spoiled Rotten

I finally admit it. My child is spoiled rotten. To my defense I still swear that I will stop buying her things once she is old enough to know better. For the most part I am pretty good. I try not to be an impulse buyer and really look for the deals. Usually it is the deals that get me into trouble.

The other day I went to Frisco's baby consignment sale. Unfortunately/fortunately (depending on who you talk to) it was not as big as I had hoped but still seemed to come away with a few good buys. I found Kaylie her Christmas dress in perfectly good shape for 8 dollars. You can't beat that. I also found her two really awesome toys for a really impressive deal. I could not pass either of these up!















Her other two toys came about because of my rule. Have a procedure done...get a toy. Mommy benefits from this rule too because if Kaylie has a procedure mommy gets to buy Kaylie a new outfit (or two). On Thursday Kaylie went in for her GI appt. Her weight and height were exactly the same as they were 7 week ago. He walked in in disbelief. As we talked I told him she has been refluxing a lot and is usually followed by her choking and then throwing up. I also let him know that she has been throwing up once a night, usually in her sleep for about 3 weeks. The problem is we have been struggling to find a medicine that she will keep down. As we continued to talk I decided it would be a great time to give her a graham cracker. I was hoping she would show him what we have been dealing with. Sure enough she showed him. She showed him all over his floor. Awesome! Way to perform baby girl. The awesome doctor he was he did not care about getting dirty. He helped me change her and asked me what he could do to help. As we cleaned her up he said he could smell the acid. He told us he was going to get us in for an upper GI in the morning to see if she had any mal rotation of her GI tract.

On Friday morning we went in. Knowing that she was going to have to drink barium I was going into this expecting the absolute worst! The thing about dealing with pediatric patients is that they usually make the parents participate in hopes of easing the child's stress level. As they strapped Kaylie onto this board the only thing she was thinking was mommy get me off this thing. I stepped back for a second to grab something and the techs got her to calm down a little. Seeing this I was quick to say I thought I should not stand close. I had already been traumatized by the blood drawing incident I did not want to witness my child in distress as they tried to force barium in her. As I waited and watched through a window she surprisingly drank the barium. Even with her arms pinned back she did ok. I got to watch the screen that showed the liquid going down her esophagus to her stomach. It was awesome. At the start they told me it could take anywhere from 30 minutes to 4hours. Thankfully, it only took an hour.

Results...everything looked fine. Thank goodness!

Afterwards, we went to see her pulmonologist. He was very concerned about her weight but feels that until the reflux is taken care of we can not move forward with anything else.

Summary...Right now our main goal is to get her to gain weight. We have an appt. with an endocrinologist in November. They might help add some insight to our troubles. My question is not why is she refluxing but why can't we keep weight on her. She drinks a descent amount of formula in a day and we still can not gain. Hopefully, someone can answer that soon.

The GI doctor wants her back this week to do a weight check. I feel confident she will have gained something. She has been eating pretty well and we increased her calories again.

Here are her toys that she got from the procedure. This was a pretty cheap excursion for me. After seeing her play with Fletcher's ball I decided to get her one. Dora is half the size of Fletcher's . I was sad at first but it seems to be the perfect size. At first she did not give it much attention. Then I bounced it on the tile. Now, she makes a funny noise, runs up to the ball, and immediately throws it. This is the same noise she makes when she realizes the gate to the stairs is open.

The other thing she got were extra balls to go in her dinosaur toy in the pictures above. They all have different things inside to keep her attention. Most of the time she will just pick one up and throw it across the floor or take them in and out of a bucket or container. She is too cute.







Wednesday, October 1, 2008

The stairs

Kaylie is infatuated with the stairs. If she is downstairs and you hear her make her excited noise you know she has discovered that the gate is open. Before you get there she is halfway up. The other day she mastered the next important thing, going down. We have tried for awhile to teach her the safe technique but until now she would try to take the leap of death by just stepping off. Now she goes about it in a different way.